Shyree, forgotten feelings.

[kista]

I sat under the cover of a large bush, waiting, watching, listening for any movement in the forest, for any weak movement, and any strong movement, my mahogany eyes glancing around carefully as all I could hear was the rustling of the leafs in the tree as the wind rushed through the area. my black maw slowly opened to let out a deep breath as the air turned white around it, it was a bit colder, the ground was covered in white frozen crystals, it had been like this for a wile now. I was staying still, knowing that at any moment I could be found, shot, and killed, but no one was around, and I could hear no strong movement, just the flapping of birds wings every so often so I jumped out of the bush, my tail gracefully fallowed.

I landed with a crunch, the deeper snow had gave way under my feet. I sniffed the air, I smelt other humans, well.. Humans, but they weren't close, I also smelt other animals, but they where no threat to me, I didn't think... I felt a bit lonely now, always running to be somewhat normal for others, but I was really never with the humans like I wanted to be, I couldn't... It just wasn't safe... I wanted that feeling, like butterflies in your stomach when someone says "You sure are pretty." and gives you that one kind of smile, or just the way they look at you. I know what this feeling is, but then again I don't... Its as if I have forgotten...